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(Wednesday, October 17, 2007-)
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# walk the walk...-
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i miss you dear...im sorry
my understanding test is gong to be over soon. means holiday is coming. Alot of things happen in my life so far.. sometimes i feel lost. to start with. i met my ex yesterday. wow finally. she is so sweet and adorable like she used too..we met to study. wow she is getting smarter and i feel so happy for her. marked her maths paper and it was good.. excellent.. shamira you really have improved.
Funny tough yesterday when i met her firdaus call her. wah so romantic sey she.. but somehow i feel so jealous don't know why maybe because i still do like her. yesterday i talked to her everything . like finally i express almost everything to her. and i cried last night cauz i felt stupid. stupid to be making this those mistakes. like my dad said to me. " boy why do you treat her that way when all your life she was there by your back!" whenever i think about it i really2 feel like an idiot. shamira..
i realize my mistake and i will never do it again.. im sorry . for now i really am lost. like i really want shamira back in my life and be a normal couple and be happy. since i realize my mistakes ....i never would want to do it again on the other hand i feEl so bad that i dont feel that i deserve her.. to my dearest shamira. i pray for your happiness.. in whatever you do. please forgive me for everything i have done wrong to you. i do always love you. maybe i have told you that a million times. but i realize that money and words is not love is all about.... i accept all my wrong doings...i deserve all this...
feeling so emotional. OH GOD.... FOR ALL THE THINGS YOU GAVE ME....ALL I WANTED WAS HER!....please do everything to me.. show me to be with her again....
lost and in despair..
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i miss you dear...im sorry