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(Saturday, October 13, 2007-)
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# hari raya and the days before-

hey hey. its been awhile i have not been blogging. been very busy this few days. hari raya was coming and school was tedious. today was the first day of hari raya and hell it was a bad day. first and for most let me start with what happen before raya came. well as normal im so missing my ex girlfriend. sometimes i do try to message her like million times lah but seldom she replies. maybe she is busy or something, but im kinda sad that it only happen to me like if it was her friends it would be a different story. like im not her friend. i guess too sometimes. has they say once you are apart things will be totally different. i guess i have to live with it. it hurts me so. sometimes im worried for her and stuff but yar if that is what she wants god bless . moving on. the few days before raya i did alot of spring cleaning and due to this i did not attend school like nearly the whole week lah. so syiok but feel a bit sian. lol aniway my room is so beautiful now and my house is wowowow weeee..... has it is finally dragonboating has a few days holiday for hari raya.. thanks god. today was the hari raya. as usual i went to an-nur mosque to do my prayers it was like damm sooo many people. i was soo tird and sleepy by then cauz the day before i had not enouh rest. as it was written as ssoon as i finish my prayers and reached home i was lying on my bed sleeoing. beleive me those were the best sleep i ever had. we went visiting reletives and all those things till around 10.30pm it was fine after some long times finally i met them happy . i finally am eating man. like the rendang and ketupat so nicee.. somehow today and till dont know when i still miss the loving nature of my ex. but tonight i will not think about her no more. since its a new month in islamic calender. i really want to move on. i still do love her and forever will but i cant hide the pain its hurting im like no body to her. ok lah ellfiz stop being emo....hahahahahhaha i think thats all i would want to write today tomorrow going back to hari raya visiting and stuff... chaw.

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